Thursday, February 21, 2008
i'm feeling..............................................hmmm..i myself dunno how 2 describe it.1stly, i'm FRUSTRATED wif my mum.can u plz make up ur mind??!!dats y i HATE GIVING PROMISES.at 1st she was soo excited.she herself suggested why not she cook 4 us 4 our trip 2 pulau ubin.the next few days she told me, why u wanna go there?the place is not clean.den she suggested y not we juz cycle from changi beach to east coast park.i was like...WTF!it was DIFFICULT 4 me 2 tell the rest.my intention was juz 2 cycle at ubin.NOT 2 find fault or anytink.after i told them i'm NOT going, the following day, a fren of my grandfather told my mum & my grandparent dat it's ok 2 go there as long as u hav a gd intention.on the spot my mum told me dat OK U CAN GO.OBVIOUSLY i was excited.it had been a long time since i went there.BUT yesterday in a GD WAY she told me dat my grandma dun allow me 2 go 2 ubin.and dis time round she suggested y not we hav a picnic at 1 of the beaches in s'pore..i was PISSED OFF.i juz went 2 my room & SLEEP!I HATE IT!!!!!!can cannot can cannot.sometimes i juz felt it's worthless telling them my plan and asking 4 their permission 1st.their actions juz ENCOURAGED me 2 LIE and dun bother telling them about my daily life.my head is juz KILLING me!it's soo painful dat i juz felt like sleeping ALL MY LIFE. :(thank goodness 1 of my obstacles i've went through and completed it!!!!yyiippeee!!my FINAL YEAR PROJECT is OVER!thankz 2 ANQI, WINSON & YENN.the SOLAR PANEL team!hahaha! *our group name is juz soo random*now i hav 2 focus more on my studies.my THEORIES.there's juz lots of tests coming up.& i can't wait 2 face my FINAL YEAR EXAMINATION.understanding understanding understandingpractise practise practisememorise memorise memorise
N my EMO LOVE
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