20 DEC 2007.... a day where the muslims celebrate hari raya haji..
for the 1st time in my life i didn't feel that 2dae is hari raya haji at all.. haiz.. usually we will spend time 2gether at my granny house.. but dis yr we didn't.. when will all dis probs END??!
i wan us 2 spend time like last time.. i miss the time when during holiday we will go picnic, bbq at the beach.. no more laughters 2 be heard.. no more gossips 2 be shared wif.. no more nonsense 2 be done..
i really wan it! i wan 2 meet u all.. tears flow when i'm typing all dis.. the feeling of hatred is there in my heart but afterall u r my blood related relative..
OH GOD! forgive us.. plz open our heart 2 accept each other again.. 2 love each other AGAIN..
i envy those who get 2 spend time wif their family members & relatives eventhough they hav a large number of family members.. there's only a few of us but there's juz too much conflicts here & there..
if i hav the power, i'll make sure dat all of us will reunite & stay strong 2gether..
everytime i'll listen 2 dis song.. & i'll remember the moments when we were 2gether..
